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Post Number: 4432 Registered: 11-1998
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Honorable Mention a sense of closure alan addotto A friendship that's all it was beginning to end. We internetted; talked on the phone -- (actually only twice), but it was nice. felt right, uncommitted, light. mostly gossip, personal trivia. Slowly, like night blooming jasmine she unfolded talking about her life. Then for about two weeks she was gone, ----answered no E-mails Phone wasn't on. She returned changed and upset with an isinglass excuse about some hospital tests. and one about her very abusive fiancée that she'd left. The last time we had spoken after that she said she'd taken him back. Something in her voice sounded really hurt, broken "I wish he was more like you," " a gentleman" she said. The note that that says " The person you are trying to contact is not available online " flashed on. She was gone, connected to a dark silence, she couldn't return from. The person you are trying to contact is not available-- anymore anywhere.
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